- Joined
- Dec 21, 2020
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Username
Zee
Steam32 ID
STEAM_0:0:202938154
Current playtime on relevant server(s)
33days
Link to your Sourcebans record
Bans - Thx Val
Comms
Hlstats
Server you are applying for
US Jailbreak
General online times & time zone
I am mostly online in jb in the late night period which is pretty lacking in moderation, UTC+3
Previous experience as Admin or Moderator
Previous Application
I just wanna cover the blackhole of administrating since it lines perfectly with the time I play in.
Zee
Steam32 ID
STEAM_0:0:202938154
Current playtime on relevant server(s)
33days
Link to your Sourcebans record
Bans - Thx Val
Comms
Hlstats
Server you are applying for
US Jailbreak
General online times & time zone
I am mostly online in jb in the late night period which is pretty lacking in moderation, UTC+3
Previous experience as Admin or Moderator
Previous Application
360 -> 720 -> 1440 ->10080 -> 43200 -> 0/Permanent
120 -> 240 -> 360 -> 0/Permanent
I just wanna cover the blackhole of administrating since it lines perfectly with the time I play in.
So to clear the air on my resignation months ago, Something happened that resulted in me being too stressed to administrate in Panda servers, which led to me having a bit of a hiatus from the forums but not the servers itself or the people there, I still spend alot of time in the servers and with the people who are my friends, If you are part of the discord server you would know that, Months ago in EU 2Fort, I was playing with a couple of my friends, I used to be an admin of US 2Fort and US Jailbreak at the time, That day, An0n, A trial admin and Furken, A full admin were in the server.
Somewhere down the line I didnt move for a lil' bit, I wasn't really off my keyboard but I wasn't really animated, So An0n kicked me off the server for apparently being afk, Which if anyone has seen my recording it could be understandable as an action but nothing that would result in a kick without warning, I went to Bambi(who was my mentor at the time) and I told him what happened in a joking manner, and so in response Bambi has used SourceBans to kick An0n off the server which kicked off an investigation by Furken and Madact in the background, Bambi at the time told me and I have decided to defend him by lying to both Furken and Madact at the time, Which didn't last long as I pretty much felt really bad for lying to people who trusted my account fully and I went back and told them what happened and their reaction to it hasn't helped me feel any better at the time, I didn't like having made anyone be demoted as I pretty much disliked drama, and even in my frustration against Bambi, I didn't want him to be demoted, and right after that, A frustrated person who my actions resulted in their punishment has decided to spread allegations which were proven wrong, I didn't wanna put a message out there cuz I didn't wanna fuel any hate and I felt like a silent exit was the best for me and everyone else, But now that I am active again in the community and still see people peddle lies on me even though I have shown it was false and learned from that to change, I just feel like saying my piece here is good.
Somewhere down the line I didnt move for a lil' bit, I wasn't really off my keyboard but I wasn't really animated, So An0n kicked me off the server for apparently being afk, Which if anyone has seen my recording it could be understandable as an action but nothing that would result in a kick without warning, I went to Bambi(who was my mentor at the time) and I told him what happened in a joking manner, and so in response Bambi has used SourceBans to kick An0n off the server which kicked off an investigation by Furken and Madact in the background, Bambi at the time told me and I have decided to defend him by lying to both Furken and Madact at the time, Which didn't last long as I pretty much felt really bad for lying to people who trusted my account fully and I went back and told them what happened and their reaction to it hasn't helped me feel any better at the time, I didn't like having made anyone be demoted as I pretty much disliked drama, and even in my frustration against Bambi, I didn't want him to be demoted, and right after that, A frustrated person who my actions resulted in their punishment has decided to spread allegations which were proven wrong, I didn't wanna put a message out there cuz I didn't wanna fuel any hate and I felt like a silent exit was the best for me and everyone else, But now that I am active again in the community and still see people peddle lies on me even though I have shown it was false and learned from that to change, I just feel like saying my piece here is good.