Since you're trying so hard, I will be direct and clear with you now.
How many times did you made excuses ?
Do you even think that, after have been muted, banned, and also being currently a rulebreaker from time to time, we gonna accept your excuses like this will pass unnoticed ? We aren't the care bears.
That's not enough, and nothing proves us that your excuses are sincere.
Also, an admin (before being one) was a respectful player, and by that, I mean someone who's respecting strictly the rules and don't have any punishments.
You don't have one of these specifications.
About IceStick, you might have not did the application for him, he revealed some bad points of your application, and he's also free to give his opinion about it, did you even guessed that ?
It's not easy for me. What a warm welcome from you guys
This is not supposed to be easy or difficult, we are just showing you the negatives points of your applications and also, the informations that we actually have about you. Deal with it.
"What a warm welcome from you guys" : it's an admin application, what did you expected ?
Not gonna say that you're a respectful and serious player when you're actually not.
If you want to have a "warm welcome", as you said, there is a section for it :
http://www.panda-community.com/forums/introduce-yourself.60/
I thought it was months ago.
REGARDING THE MUTE:
If you can find out that I've been banned for like a couple of months ago, please find me the evidence that says that I was permanent muted, so I had a reason to change my name to ''unmute me''.
This is pure b*llsh*t, you have something against me, and I'm already tired of it. No matter how I try to explain myself, you just instantly says: NO. NOT VALID. YOU'RE LYING. It's not easy for me. What a warm welcome from you guys.
This post showed me that you simply can't keep your calm and your patience. These qualities are surely needed to be an admin.
You should stop complaining about IceStick, it leads nowhere, he won't stop saying what he's thinking.
If I had to choose right now, I would simply say
no, for a pretty negative first impression and some embarrassing informations.