Persi
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Hello, i've created this thread to tell my part of the story and give some quick toughts on a previous, already closed report, as suggested by Wolf!
This is the link to the report: https://www.panda-community.com/threads/report.6931/
I'm posting this thread here and without a particular template as suggested by Stabbin in this thread: https://www.panda-community.com/threads/question-about-report.7236/
As the report shows, i've been banned for three days from the Panda Community servers for BLU Teamkilling.
Obviously i'm not here to try to get unbanned, since there's no "good" or "forgivable" reason for BLU Teamkilling, but i'm here because, as Wolf! said, i think it would be nice to say something about what happened. (And i'd also like to apologise for not saying anithing before the report was actually closed)
There's proof that i teamkilled, so it's right that i got banned for that. i don't really remember the situation or why i teamkilled DeathSky but I'm SURE that i didn't do it because "He was getting on my nerves" like Speedy said. That could have been me some months ago, but that happened in November and i'm sure that i wouldn't have freekilled for that reason. I'm sure that i just made a mistake: as Speedy said LR was given and the warden probably forgot to turn of the friendly fire and i probably killed him without wanting to: i was probably randomly swinging my melee and i probably hit him without me wanting to. I'm fully aware that it is still punishable, but I'm sure that i didn't do it because i was mad at him or because of other silly reasons.
Also in his final post, Wolf said that i usually teamkill guys who dont have mic or that are freekillers, but i think he's referring to what i was saying like 3 or 4 months ago. And that makes sense because he used to play more in the summer and becuase now he plays less and he didn't get the chance to really know how i am now.
I could be wrong, maybe he knows perfectly what i say and how i play now. The only thing that i know is that now i'm fully aware of the fact that teamkilling is always wrong. And I'm not fully aware only now, i've known this well for probably 2 months.
I belive that i was also banned for my previous teamkills. That was the right thing to do and I'm happy that I'm paying for all the wrong things that i've done in the past. As i said before, now I perfectly now that BLUE Teamkilling is always wrong and i'll surely remember to be more carefull when i'm on the blue team and friendly fire is activated.
In the end, i know that i've done many wrong things in the past, that i have several bans on my account and that i have many flaws, but i want to say that i am trying to fix them.
In the last 1 or 2 months I've been trying to improve and to be good, and i think that there are some players who play on the jailbreak server recently that think that i'm not that bad after all. I know that i've still got many flaws and that i still do many things that it would be better not todo, like the fact that i talk too much, that i laugh too much, or that i'm not always super serious about the gamemode, but i'm trying to get better.
I totally accept the ban and i'll continue to improve and to fix my flwas
Thanks to everyone who got to the end of this massage and who found the patience to read all of the things that i've written.
-Persi
This is the link to the report: https://www.panda-community.com/threads/report.6931/
I'm posting this thread here and without a particular template as suggested by Stabbin in this thread: https://www.panda-community.com/threads/question-about-report.7236/
As the report shows, i've been banned for three days from the Panda Community servers for BLU Teamkilling.
Obviously i'm not here to try to get unbanned, since there's no "good" or "forgivable" reason for BLU Teamkilling, but i'm here because, as Wolf! said, i think it would be nice to say something about what happened. (And i'd also like to apologise for not saying anithing before the report was actually closed)
There's proof that i teamkilled, so it's right that i got banned for that. i don't really remember the situation or why i teamkilled DeathSky but I'm SURE that i didn't do it because "He was getting on my nerves" like Speedy said. That could have been me some months ago, but that happened in November and i'm sure that i wouldn't have freekilled for that reason. I'm sure that i just made a mistake: as Speedy said LR was given and the warden probably forgot to turn of the friendly fire and i probably killed him without wanting to: i was probably randomly swinging my melee and i probably hit him without me wanting to. I'm fully aware that it is still punishable, but I'm sure that i didn't do it because i was mad at him or because of other silly reasons.
Also in his final post, Wolf said that i usually teamkill guys who dont have mic or that are freekillers, but i think he's referring to what i was saying like 3 or 4 months ago. And that makes sense because he used to play more in the summer and becuase now he plays less and he didn't get the chance to really know how i am now.
I could be wrong, maybe he knows perfectly what i say and how i play now. The only thing that i know is that now i'm fully aware of the fact that teamkilling is always wrong. And I'm not fully aware only now, i've known this well for probably 2 months.
I belive that i was also banned for my previous teamkills. That was the right thing to do and I'm happy that I'm paying for all the wrong things that i've done in the past. As i said before, now I perfectly now that BLUE Teamkilling is always wrong and i'll surely remember to be more carefull when i'm on the blue team and friendly fire is activated.
In the end, i know that i've done many wrong things in the past, that i have several bans on my account and that i have many flaws, but i want to say that i am trying to fix them.
In the last 1 or 2 months I've been trying to improve and to be good, and i think that there are some players who play on the jailbreak server recently that think that i'm not that bad after all. I know that i've still got many flaws and that i still do many things that it would be better not todo, like the fact that i talk too much, that i laugh too much, or that i'm not always super serious about the gamemode, but i'm trying to get better.
I totally accept the ban and i'll continue to improve and to fix my flwas
Thanks to everyone who got to the end of this massage and who found the patience to read all of the things that i've written.
-Persi