TotallyNotACat
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I will be talking about my abuse story, I have been keeping this inside for so long.. It's time to pull out dad. Jokes aside, this story is very real and very painful to me. If you cry, don't worry, it's normal.
This all started March 21 2015 at about 6:30 p.m. I was on a trade server, trying to sell my brand new Vintage Tyrolean. I found a buyer! I was so happy my heart started beating and I got excited. He gave me the exact amount of ref I wanted, I was so happy. I proceeded to stay on the server for a bit just for fun. I met some new very cool and funny people, I had a great time. When out of nowhere I see in my bottom left part of the screen pop up "xXx_MLGPussySlayer69_xXx has joined the game". I was scared, I knew the person behind that name was an mlg pussy slayer at the age of 69. As he joined the game he proceeded to say "Hey faggots" I felt a strange feeling, something like a stab to the chest with a rusty knife. I responded in chat "Why are you so mean kid"; that was the biggest mistake I have ever made. He said he wasn't a kid, he said he was 21, obviously it was true, why would anyone lie about that. I was even more scared, he told me I had a small penis, it was harsh I felt the short stab in my chest as I did before. But that was nothing, compared to the next thing he said. I proceeded to say he was very mean and not nice. But.. but then.. he said this "I did ur mom last night faggot" I didn't know what happened. My heart stopped beating, my ears started beeping, my head it was.. it was in excruciating pain. I cried, I told him over the mic that it was very hurtful but he didn't stop there, he kept insulting my mother when in the end, he.. He finished it off, he said that my mom was so fat, that when he fucked her 2 cities(you know what i'm thinking about)were demolished.. I couldn't handle it anymore. I left the server in tears. I turned off my PC and went to sleep, the next morning I woke up, looking like death. I was thinking about taking my own life that night. But I didn't. To this day when I think about this story, I think about taking my life even more.
That was my story, I have been thinking about posting this for a while now. But here it is, I am slowly forgetting it. Hopefully I will recover soon. Thank you for reading.
This all started March 21 2015 at about 6:30 p.m. I was on a trade server, trying to sell my brand new Vintage Tyrolean. I found a buyer! I was so happy my heart started beating and I got excited. He gave me the exact amount of ref I wanted, I was so happy. I proceeded to stay on the server for a bit just for fun. I met some new very cool and funny people, I had a great time. When out of nowhere I see in my bottom left part of the screen pop up "xXx_MLGPussySlayer69_xXx has joined the game". I was scared, I knew the person behind that name was an mlg pussy slayer at the age of 69. As he joined the game he proceeded to say "Hey faggots" I felt a strange feeling, something like a stab to the chest with a rusty knife. I responded in chat "Why are you so mean kid"; that was the biggest mistake I have ever made. He said he wasn't a kid, he said he was 21, obviously it was true, why would anyone lie about that. I was even more scared, he told me I had a small penis, it was harsh I felt the short stab in my chest as I did before. But that was nothing, compared to the next thing he said. I proceeded to say he was very mean and not nice. But.. but then.. he said this "I did ur mom last night faggot" I didn't know what happened. My heart stopped beating, my ears started beeping, my head it was.. it was in excruciating pain. I cried, I told him over the mic that it was very hurtful but he didn't stop there, he kept insulting my mother when in the end, he.. He finished it off, he said that my mom was so fat, that when he fucked her 2 cities(you know what i'm thinking about)were demolished.. I couldn't handle it anymore. I left the server in tears. I turned off my PC and went to sleep, the next morning I woke up, looking like death. I was thinking about taking my own life that night. But I didn't. To this day when I think about this story, I think about taking my life even more.
That was my story, I have been thinking about posting this for a while now. But here it is, I am slowly forgetting it. Hopefully I will recover soon. Thank you for reading.
. After that situtation I started to suffer with nightmares and low self esteem :c
