Our Heartfelt Good Byes! I’ll Miss You All. (1 Viewer)

Chae Bae

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It’s that time to take the next time in my life, I’m miss you all and this community altogether. I’ll be on and off again, till the 24th of February, until I depart for boot camp. Wish me good luck. :nekoheart:

@Kevin it’s sadly time to remove my powers.
I’m sorry for all those who believed in me.
The staff and community I’ve come to learn about and interact with,
The regulars on servers ( and those subsequent rule breakers that comes with the pact).
For being unable to become a full which I never intended to become.
I became an admin to help a server struggling of which is now striving with a mass of players.
For the many hiccups and report I made that admins had to review ( at times I would add the ticks to demo and later on I grew lazy and just made the report instead).
I’m sorry for having this inferiority complex,
Of which I always compare myself to others and put myself down.
I strives for excellence and so I aimed for perfection that never existed.
Lastly I’ll write it here since I don’t have the courage to say it in real life,
To my husband:
“I’m sorry for not being a good enough wife. For being a little to introverted whenever we’re together by ourself and playing games a little too much.”

- Loved,
Chae
Where to begin? Well I guess I’ll begin with the most sincerest “thank you” I’d have to give. Panda Community gave me a home and a range of servers to play in when I started to play TF2 again. Special list of people will be linked in a post below which consists of:

The Staff/Former Staff:

@Madact my og mentor and person who really opened my eyes to other servers ( besides JB which I primarily played at the time) and in inspiration outside of all the rule breaker that was going on in trade during it’s darkest time where there weren’t any active admins. Now the server is pretty active at times and to think it was mostly inactive/ with a lot of rule breakers that came out unpunished.

P.S Thanks in advance for dealing with all my reports prior to me becoming a staff.

@Inspector Lag my new mentor, we use to joke around a bunch with others ( especially when Zero was on) I wish I could stay longer and be on the server but I have my future I have to follow so thanks for being my mentor for a short period of time.

P.S I’m still kind of sad you got full before I did but I think that was the best option, especially during the time I wasn’t as active as I could’ve been.

@ZeroPC for making it a little more easy to be an admin and to be on the receiving end of grievances, and someone I could talk to if I felt uncomfortable. Though we don’t talk that much I do enjoy the talks we did momentarily had.

@Teddi im teddi ( hope you enjoy the gifts I gave you).

@Bambi See you after I finish boot camp and Officer Training.

@Dio Brando
@Matth ( I hope you enjoy the unusual I gifted you)
@Ranger Ciri
@Bab
@Stabbin
@fanthom
@Lighty

For all handling my reports when I still wasn’t a staff member.

Regulars/ Community Members

@Fathi Rip online husbando. Good luck and continue with your life outside of TF2 and gaming in general.

@Justyn No I don’t hate you and I hope you understand now.

@TheWalkingCake and @Gold For making reports and being a good friend ( btw two of the many people I gave unusual to).

@Addster Man’s still going to church.

@Isabelle the Fascist and @Yelowchy Met you both late, but it was fun playing JB with you when I came back to played by jailbreak more often.

@vinny for getting unbanned from discord *yeet*.

Of Course missing a lot more people to say thanks too.~
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My last thanks got to all the members of Panda Community and the servers, especially the Trade server that inspired me to be a staff and revive a server, Jailbreak server to make me be well know and find friends so I could integrate into the community, and VSH, FF2, and 2Fort for being fun servers I could hop in from time to time to relax and play outside of the general servers I play.

For Staff: I’m not going to name anyone in specific, but overtime I’ve learned how strict we really are. I’ve been taught to give warning but being warned I’m too soft as I’ve been told many times of people breaking the rules giving +3 warnings before punishing. I’ve had situations where I was called out for being selective and discriminative at times, in all honestly emotions was boiling up but I dealt with it in a mature manner. Don’t lose grip of who you are and what you’re doing for the server, don’t let your emotions and provoking individuals get to you and control how you act. As well as a little to much of a trust on my end, I’ve called admins for rule breakers/suspected hackers at times and sometimes they join ( most of the time not), don’t take my word for it and just because I say something can happen it’s outside of my view as I join/hear about it randomly. I could’ve went rouge and in one occasion I was replied with something along the line of, “Your’re trust...( sugar coating me being a regular/trustworthy) if anything happens/any rule breaker happen just tell me and I’ll punish”. I replied with, “No”, “You should be present/have seen the incident rather than taking it for word as if they appeal you’ll need proof and will be called out”. Continue being admins, good luck to future trials/fulls and ones in the past.

For Regulars:Behave please, just like previously stated, control yourself and don’t let your emotions control your actions.
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ok that was a reading exercise and a half
but like, where is my goodbye though :pepe:
 

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im not crying....my eyes are just sweaty...
we will miss you Chae! good luck at boot camp!
 
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Chae Bae

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You are surely the best person I've talked with here so far.
Very sad to see you go.

Good luck, Chae. I'll miss you. :nekoheart:
 
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TRGGB2

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Darn it Chae, sad to see you go.
That long dream of that Green Full Gameserver Admin tag will wait another time I assume.
Good luck in bootcamp.
 
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Isabelle the Fascist

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It’s sad that we had just met, hate to see you leave...
Good luck in bootcamp
 
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Madact

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Wanted to thank you for all your hard work here at panda community. ::): Youve been keeping the ny trade and ny jailbreak server clean as best you can!
Also a thank you for the giveaways you've hosted. I'm sure most people are very sad to see them go :kappa:

Good luck in bootcamp, if you ever come back you are certainly welcome here again :nekoheart:
 

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We'll miss ya, also good luck in bootcamp!
 
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Very sad to see you go Chae, but thank you for everything and goodluck at bootcamp!

Hope to see you around again one day ;)
 
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